Is life really just a reality game? Are we just finding out who gets to hold on for another week? I am almost convinced that's it because otherwise you'd think, with experience, life would get easier. Missie said the other night, as we visited on the phone, that surely there was a reality show we could come up with. I think we're living it. The obstacles keep coming and we just have to find a way to push on through to the next. I think I'll DVR life, then, because I don't want to know who wins and who loses yet.
My blood sugar has been out of control this week and no matter what I have not been able to bring it down to normal. Called the doctor yesterday and she thinks I am probably fighting a sinus infection which would explain why my sugars are wacky. So, tonight, I shot 10u of Byetta instead of 5 and 15u of insulin and took extra glucophage. Guess what? It's coming down. Aggressiveness. That's what I have to learn about this game. Be aggressive.
I watched the girls for a little while today. They were exceptionally good after I got Abby down for a nap. She has this panicky little cry that takes me totally offguard and makes me panic. It's so pathetic. All she wanted was to go to sleep. Gosh. That's what she should have said right away and I could have kept her from suffering so. But when she woke up she was in a really good mood and I enjoyed playing with them. I promised Audrey I'd come back to get her after the ballgame, but I felt really sick and laid down for a little while and missed her. I hope she forgot. But I doubt it. She doesn't forget anything.
The cowboys lost a heartbreaker tonight to Texas. But, hey, they did really well, and I'm sure it hurt them more than me. I hate it when people act like they make mistakes on purpose or they're not paying attention to what they're doing. Hey, who has the most to gain and who has the most to lose. Not us, as fans, unless it's braggin' rights we're looking for. People who don't understand how bad it hurts to work as hard as you can and lose are people who, apparently, never played competition sports. Or maybe they were too competitive. I don't know. I just know that nobody wants to make a fool out of themselves at their game. Now. That I've said my peace. Let's get on with it. Time for baseball!!!!
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